Yours faithfully

Leaving here for now.

2009-10-29T22:08:00.000+13:00

Say hi to this. :)

Conflate.

2009-10-28T23:36:00.004+13:00

Person
A: Hi. I've been studying. What have you been doing?
B: Er, erm, maybe studying? Okay, let's just say I've been enjoying myself and having fun, unlike you this nerd who only knows to study and study and nothing more. B-O-R-I-N-G.
A: Oh, I'm a nerd and indeed I'm a boring person too. Great! *smile* If being a nerd will take me to somewhere and make my life awesome in future, I would love to be a nerd because I will be having a fun future.
B: Wow, indeed, I am talking to a nerd plus a crazy one.
A: Yay, I'm a nerd. 8-| I'm getting out of this and going back to my studies now. Bye bye.

Take me out of this maze & talk me out of this absurd conversation.

So what if I'm 17.

2009-10-27T21:30:00.002+13:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MISS TEO JERICA JIN HUI! :)

Today, I went to school as usual. (N) Bi & I went to Big Thumbs for dim sum the second time. Yummyyy. Heh. We went to Readings to get our movie tickets, Couples Retreat. While waiting for our movie, we walked around then went to Old Boy. 4/5 popcorn for Couples Retreat. We got Green Tea Latte from Starbucks. I left town @ 7pm & Bi went off for his training.

You made me feel like as if I'm just your any other friend on my 17th.
I felt the pain but I was hurt so badly that I'm feeling numb instead.

Because I don't want to turn 17.

2009-10-26T20:43:00.002+13:00

Woke up @ 10am. Left house @ 12:44pm, caught the bus from JV to town. Walked around town with Francesca. We thought of going for bowling but it was NZD10/game, f expensive. We played pool in the end. We left half way & asked for a refund because there was some assholes who treated the place like as if it was their playground. C'mon you guys are at least 15 years old, please act like your age k. Annoying! Most of the restaurants were close, so we ended up @ Cha again. We also went to New World to get some stuff. ... ... I caught the 6:20pm bus back but it was late for a good 10minutes. Hate it! But at least, I got yummy meatball spaghetti for dinner. :)

Anyway, I aren't very happy today. Don't ask me why because I will not tell you. Kthxbai.

Thankful.

2009-10-25T23:02:00.003+13:00

I stayed home all day till 6:30pm & went for dinner @ Hede with my hosts. After dinner, we went to Readings to get Wendy's ice cream. Yum yum. Thank you very much for doing this. :) Oh, I also watched a show called The Borrowers, if I am not wrong. It was a pretty decent show, I liked it. Heh. Now, I'm going to sleep because I'm f tired even thought I did nothing much today. 晚安!

Saturday.

2009-10-24T22:30:00.002+13:00

I left house @ 1pm. My host mum drove the submarine & she dropped me off at the mall. ^^v I hang around at the mall with my host mum & Tiffany till Bi came. Bi & I went to Mackers for lunch, Angus Beef Burger. There was a hair in it, ew! But Mackers changed it. :) We went to Bi's place after lunch. I played Risk & lost. The winner was Bi. Then had some pasta @ Bi's place for dinner. We left @ 6:40pm so I can catch the 6:55pm bus, but I missed it. :( & so, I walked back. Tireddd. Went to another Sri Lankan family place for dinner. Ty. :)

IAMIRRITATED WITHFACEBOOK SO IAMGOINGTOSLEEPNOW. NIGHT!

Mature.

2009-10-23T21:11:00.002+13:00

I didn't go to school today. I had my driving lesson @ 9:30am. My teacher came to my place to get me. I got off @ Johnsonville to meet Francesca for little shopping & lunch. I wanted to go into the pet shop but Francesca was like running away because there was an unleashed dog in the pet shop. LOL! But she went in after all. I bought two sets of pajamas, super cute. v^^v It's my birthday present for myself. When I came back, my host told me I've got a mail. I was like wow, how many mails am I getting this week. Teehee. I saw the sender, mummy's name. ooo... Yay. I was wondering what it was. When I opened it, I saw it was a birthday card for me. I was so touched, I cried. The mailing cost her SGD25, just for a card. Wow. Thank you very much mummy, I appreciate your effort. Also, thank you to everyone else who participated in signing the card. :) We went to the airport to send off my host dad. He'll be in Singapore by tomorrow, omg omg omg I'm so so so jealous. Argh. I want to be in Singapore tomorrow too! >:( Anyway, I'm going to do my nails now. Byeeeeeee~

Secrets.

2009-10-22T23:59:00.002+13:00

Today, while waiting for bus, I ate my fruit salad. A random lady approached me and started to talk to me. Even though when I turn away, she still kept going. I tried to walk away a little by little but she came even closer. FML. I couldn't even have my fruit salad in peace. HMPF! >:( I went to school as usual, but with a cheerful smile on my face. Then I learn from Francesca that she will not be coming to school again today. zzz Bi is late as usual. I got chased out of wherever I went in the library. >:( So I went to Bi's house to find him. I managed to persuade him to go to dim sum with me. Hehe. Dim sum @ Big Thumb, yummy! Then I went to search for the top that my uncle wants me to get for him, no luck. Bi settled for Old Boy will I walked around town. I left town @ 4:10pm, caught a bus to meet Tommy & Alice. We went to Strike @ Porirua for bowling. It was crap. First, the land has dents in them. Secondly, we ordered chips with two bottles of coke & it took like more than 1/2 hour to come. The chips tasted really bad, it was revolting. Thirdly, my nails chipped. >:( But my host dad managed to get a full refund. DUH! We got sushi for dinner, not great because the rice was like kind of hard. :S Say hello to a house that will be full of ladies tomorrow.

Miss.

2009-10-21T22:37:00.003+13:00

I was late for school, credits go to period. :) Anyway, I had my second driving lesson class today. It didn't go very well, rather disappointed with myself. Sighs. Went to Countdown with Bi after school, got my girl's thingy & Pavlova. Teehee! ^^ I got a takeaway pack of Wendy's ice cream for Bi. He choose 2 scoops of Cookies&Cream, 2 scoops of Moccacino & I picked 1 scoop of Brownie Temptation. Yummy! Went to Bi's house till 5pm & back. I had Subway for dinner, didn't really like it because the vegetables was like close to nothing & the bread was crunchy. Oh well~~ I'm enjoying Fruit Basket very much. Na na na na naaaaaaa...

You burst the bubble that your child created.

I will never ever want to know if you decide to let go.

I guess I really miss home. I've never felt like this before. I really want to go home to celebrate my birthday with my family & it's impossible. But I'm glad that I have Bi with me for my birthday.

Kthnbai.

Goodbye mocks.

2009-10-20T22:31:00.002+13:00

Went to school for my last paper, Economics. I'm just so glad it's over now. Anyway, went to Bi's place with him. He waited for m, to cook his breakfast, for him, @ 3:30pm. -___- Bi walked with me to JV bus stop to catch the bus, just so the bus don't miss me. Hehe. I've watching tv since I came back till now. Fruit Basket!!! Anyway, I have a piece of awesome news to share. Auckland Foundation Year wants me. Woohoo! But they wanna see my externals' results to prove that I'm good enough for their school. Watch me, I will slam dunk. ;) I'm a very happy girl today. &I received my Learner yesterday. Isn't this week great or what. ^^v I'm going back to chew my chewing gum. Byebye.

Driveee.

2009-10-19T17:38:00.003+13:00

I was the first to be at the bus stop to wait for the school bus but when the school bus came, I was the last the board. -.- Accounting paper was alright. Economics tomorrow & say bye bye to mocks. :D 27 more days to externals. Gah. I went to Bi's place & stayed there till 4pm. Bi accompanied me to the bank to settle some things then went to Countdown with him. I went to the train station to look for Francesca. We are very very angry with Tim Jeffries from Onslow Medical Centre. :@ I got a ride home because I saw my host mum. Heee. Oh oh, did I mention that I went for driving in my host mum's car today. Gosh my mee wow. I'm learning to drive in a small car & her car was like submarine to me. I was so scared that I will bang the innocent cars that are parking at the side of the roads, but I'm glad I didn't. Phew~ Going back to study now. Jia you!

28TH.

2009-10-18T22:08:00.003+13:00

Went out @ 3:30pm to meet Bi in Town. We wanted to eat at Seoul House but they were close on Sundays, so we settled for Cha. I had my congee & Bi ordered Mai Po Bean Curd with Minced Pork. :D We caught the 6:16pm bus back. When I came back, there was a gathering. Lol.

I AM STARTING TO FIND SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS ANNOYING.

FAT!

2009-10-17T21:35:00.002+13:00

Woke up @ 9am. Went into the showers @ 10:02am. Caught the 10:33am bus to meet Francesca in Johnsonville but she was lateee. She text me and asked me to get a cab to go and pick her up because she is late for her doctor's appointment. I called the cab, got in, went to the medical center and informed them that she will be late and asked if it is okay, went back in the cab & picked her up. Waited for her while she was seeing the doctor. Suay, she got the 'best' doctor there. Walked down to the mall. Called Bi to come and help me carry my things. Hehe. Bought food to cook for lunch. Turn out better than the last time round. :D Watched Gong Zu Xiao Mei till 6pm & left Bi's place with him. Came back & went out for dinner @ Nando's with my host family. That's it for my day!

I promise you.

2009-10-16T00:40:00.005+13:00

Bought food from fish&chips store to Bi's house for lunch. Fat, fat, FAT! Watched Gong Zu Xiao Mei the whole afternoon. Left Bi's place with him @ around 6pm.

I'm talking to you about all these it's because I want to know what you'll do. I want to know if these happens again. Will you ditch me? Or will you hang on and play with me? I always tell you not to avoid my questions, but I'm doing it myself. Because I don't want to wake up from this dream. Reality always hurt. So tell me with confidence that you will never ditch me, make me feel safe and ease at heart. Then I'll stop asking you these questions.

Good day.

2009-10-15T19:25:00.002+13:00

I left house @ 11am, caught the bus to town to meet Francesca. Francesca was late for almost an hour. Lol. We bought movie tickets & went to Big Thumb for dim sum. We got discount for our dim sum, supposed to be NZD30++ but they only charged us NZD27. :D Then we went back to Readings for our movie, (500) Days of Summer. At the end of the movie, Francesca told me that I can call myself Winter. I said, okay then you will be called Spring. After movie, I wanted to go to the toilet. Francesca stopped outside the toilet and she walked to the other side, which is the men, and told me that she was just checking if I was correct or not. -___- I told her that, she can go to the other side if she wants. HAHAHAH! :P We went to Time Zone to take neoprints. Time Zone had some special offer. Lucky or what. We played a round of Daytona but it was so boring so we left half way through. I had to go and catch the bus because I had my driving lesson. OMG!!! The bus was super slow & there was someone sitting around me kept putting fart. DAMN SMELLY LAH! I was late for my driving lesson by 5 minutes, but my teacher didn't scold me. In fact, he was supposed to pick me up at my place but he came to the bus stop to wait for me. Ty. I like driving, it was great. The teacher said I was good. SUPER HAPPY! :D:D:D I had string hoppers for dinner with egg curry & fish curry. Yummy. Hehe.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY FRANCESCA! :)

Bad day.

2009-10-13T19:27:00.001+13:00

*^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV BK Bus Stop^*.

Bi, you are so mean to me. :(

CHF, I think we are no longer that kind of relationship.

I HATE OC!

2009-10-12T19:14:00.003+13:00

*^Onslow College^Onslow Medical Centre^Onslow College^Bi's house^Fish&Chip Shop, banana fritters for Bi & chicken wing for me. :D^JV Bus Stop^*.

You did too.

2009-10-11T22:02:00.002+13:00

Reached Bi's place @ 10:15am. Hehe. We had Umi Sushi for lunch, hate the rice. Ty Bi's mum. :) We watched more gong zu xiao mei. Bi played dota with his bro. Then dinner and back. &I don't want to return to school to see the bitch faces. >:(

Get well soon.

2009-10-10T23:56:00.002+13:00

I went to Bi's place to look for him & brought the pi ba gao for him. It's hurts to see him fall sick because he will lose so much weight & look so damn skinny. I thought it's cute that he has gain some weight because he doesn't look like a stick, but he fell sick. :( Anyway, I watched gong zu xiao mei just now. v^^v Bi's mum cooked dinner & she made my favourite mussels. YUMMY! Tyvm.

Baby, I'm sorry about yesterday. I'm really glad to have such an awesome boyfriend! ♥

Hello Learner Licence.

2009-10-09T22:37:00.003+13:00

Woke up @ 7am, went to shower & all. Left house @ 7:55am to catch the 7:58am bus. Feeling good that I woke up early & wasn't going to be late, despite the crap weather... till I saw my bus drove away! I was like "OMG NEED TO FLAG!" I flagged and a car actually stopped. I ran towards it & asked if I could get a ride. They asked if the railway station is fine, I said sure tyvm. Reached JV railway station, I went to the bus stop to get shelter straight away. My bus came. :) Alighted & walked to AA centre and I was close to soak. I hate Wellington's weather!!! I reached @ 8:40am, super early. I failed my test the first time round, but the second time round I passed. Oh yeah baby! ;D Caught a bus to Bi's place & stayed there till he left for work & I came back.

Are we in separate world?

HMPF! >:(

2009-10-08T23:10:00.002+13:00

I went to Bi's house in the morning & I played dota. Teehee! Left Bi's place @ 3pm & caught the 3:10pm bus to town. We were suppose to catch the 2:55pm bus. Argh! I dropped off first & went to look for the AA place. Filled in the form & they said they needed to have a look at my passport and they needed my address too plus evidence. I didn't had any letter or anything to proof my address, they told me to go to the bank and get it. I went to the bank and got it, but it was my Singapore address. Then they told me to go to the bank and change it to my Wellington residential address, I did. Next, I went back up and finally yes can take the test. But NO! They said that my name in my passport didn't telly with the form. Argh gdi! So I flipped to the page that proof the changes I have made for my name. They said no no, we need to call up and ask the idk who what people to comfirm it is you. So... I waited for like 1/2 an hour for that idk who what people to call back. By then, I couldn't sit for the test and had to book an appointment tomorrow. Extremely unhappy!!! >:( I booked an appointment which is @ tomorrow 9:15am but I need to be there 10 minutes early. At least I still get to sit for it and get my learner license. After that, I went to get sushi for Bi & dragged myself to Old Boy to find him. I told Bi that the sushi is for him to eat after training so he doesn't go hungry at night & complain to me no food to eat, but he finished them at Old Boy! Fineeeeeeeee. We left Old Boy & went to have our early dinner @ (?) place, then Starbucks. Teehee. ^^v Bi went for his training and I went back too. Here I am ranting & going off now because I have to s-t-u-d-y.

I wish...

2009-10-07T20:13:00.006+13:00

that I can spend more time with my love ones.

I went to Bi's house this morning & I reached @ 10am. I'm early. The early bird catches fresh worms. Hehe! I tried to make half boiled eggs but it wasn't even half boiled. :( I had maggie noodles for lunch. It had cute looking fishcake like things in it. I likeee. After lunch, Bi & me went to KSP till 4:45pm. Then we went to Subway for tea. YUMMY! Came back and rest till now. I'm going to study in 5 minutes time. :)

Today, I thought that my hair conditioner was the shampoo & I used it. Later I tried to look for body wash and realised that I only had shampoo and hair conditioner.

TUESDAY, OCTOBER 6, 2009
Suppose to go swimming today but didn't. Oh well. Francesca came to pick me @ around 3:30pm & we went for a drive. Went to ???, it's not that amazing. But along the way there, I saw the farms and they look so wow. Seriously wow. I saw black coloured cows and cute looking sheep. Bah bah.

MONDAY, OCTOBER 5, 2009
Did nothing special but I'm happy. :D

Everyone's back.

2009-10-04T21:42:00.002+13:00

This morning I woke up when I heard my hp alarm. :O I saw a text, from Francesca. I read it and she asked me out to yum cha with her mum, Emily and her. She told me she would come to my place to pick me. So I waited and waited, then I text her saying to send me a text before she leave her place. Guess what she reply me with? She said she is around my area already just finding my house. AAAHHHH... So I grabbed whatever clothing I saw, put it on & I received another text from her saying hurry hurry. I went out with her looking like a pj. But that's not the point. The point today is, Francesca is able to drive! Hip-hip hooray! (clap)X3 The only problem is that she can't park. :) I went yum cha with them, send Emily home, went to Lower Hutt, and she drove me to my boyfriend's place. Hehe. She also gave me a moon cake, green tea flavour. Mmmm... ♥moon cakes! Stayed at boyfriend's till after dinner and came back. It's freezing cold out there, hate it! >:(

Expecting too much.

2009-10-03T15:24:00.004+13:00

Currently watching BOF again, because that's the only show I have. :) Anyway, I might be going out later. Depends on the weather.

Since I am not part of your family, don't ask for too much k.

Mooncakes.

2009-10-02T21:20:00.003+13:00

I've not been out for 4 days. Actually I did, but it's to collect the mail. Lol. This afternoon, I chat with Hui Ling on msn. She asked me if I do perspire here, I told her no. Then I realised that maybe this is why I try so hard to lose weight but I am not even losing 1 pound. Dang! :@ Anyway, I'm very happy. Because I am going back to Singapore soon soon soon & I will be going holiday with Hui Ling(75%). Hehe. Oh oh, Baby just called me. He said that he is at the aquarium now and he sees starfish. Baby told his bro to look at the blue coloured starfish, his bro replied with look at the shark here. Aww... I'm going for dinner now. Toodles~

난 당신이 비밀리에 사랑에 나를 알아.

2009-10-01T21:51:00.003+13:00

I woke up @ 6:39am, so I went back to sleep and only woke up @ 1pm. _|_ I'm very angry. Because my plan to go to the library to study failed again. I've not been out of the house for 3 days!!! Who cares lah. I ate Korean maggie mee for lunch. Then came back up to my room. Went down @ 5pm to watch Disney Channel, my fave for now! ;) Came back up to chat for a little while & went down for dinner. Had KFC wicked wings. Heh. Came back up to my room and went online shopping till now.

MARC BY MARC JACOBS TWISTED Q GROOVEE ELECTRIC VIOLET VS MARC BY MARC JACOBS SOFTY LARGE SATCHEL HANDBAG. Which one should I get?

우리가...

2009-09-30T20:53:00.003+13:00

I didn't go out today again. Not much progress so far. I'm thinking if it is a good idea to go to the library tomorrow, to study. Should I go to the library? Should I stay at home again? I can't decide. Oh well~ Maybe I should go and get some work done. Hopefully I can wake up in the morning tomorrow. :) I want to go back to Singapore tomorrow. Can I? I want to go back to see everyone. Why can't I go back tomorrow? Aaarrrrggggghhhhhh! >:( Miss you, miss you, miss you!

언제 다시 만날 수있는?

왜 그렇 ...

2009-09-29T23:59:00.002+13:00

Didn't go out today. I woke up at 3pm? Showered had my lunch and just laze around in the house. I'm going back to studying now. I hope everyone is enjoying their holiday! :)

without you I feel so lonely.

Dear god...

2009-09-28T22:51:00.002+13:00

*^Trust Porirua Aquatic Centre^*.

Fuck fuck fuck!

Please tell me grandpa is fine.

Sensitive.

2009-09-27T21:32:00.001+13:00

*^*^*.

Today, I played with this gorgeous young boy but he cheats a lot! So boo for him. :P

Dear mummy,

I do study nowadays. So please don't doubt me or anything. I know what I am doing. So please... let me be. I know you care for my studies, but your care feels like pressure to me. I just feel more stress. I hope to get back the nice mummy. The mummy that will ask how am I and all, instead of only asking about my studies. Do you care for me or just my studies? I'm seriously wondering and thinking about this. I miss the mummy that care for me, I really do.

I'm sorry. I shouldn't have talked to you in that manner. Really sorry.

With love,
Jerica.

:'(

Give me a break.

Only if I could.

2009-09-26T23:22:00.007+12:00

*^Skycity Cinemas^*.

I went to watch a Hindi movie with my host family. It was a good show. I enjoyed it. Hehe.

Look at the heavy eye bags. Ew.

Did you receive my messages? I've been waiting for your call since that morning call. You told me that you would call me when you reach Aussie, but you didn't call. >:( I guess when you are on a trip, you really enjoy yourself and forget the world. I couldn't be like you. Wherever I go, whatever I do, I think of you. Even when I am shopping, I will think of getting something for you too. I like to see you smile when you get something. It brings out the other side of you, the innocence of a child. You act like a boy, but I don't mind. Because I know that deep down inside you, you actually think like a man and that you will take care of me till I leave. ;) It's just that you prefer being a child. When you are a child, you ask for something and you will get it. When you are a man, you will have to do everything yourself. Your privilege to act like a boy ends this December. I miss you, I will.

When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused

When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe

Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do

And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear

I think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you

Goodbye term3.

2009-09-25T23:59:00.000+12:00

*^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV Mall(ASB)^KSP^JV Mackers^KSP^JV Mall(Just Jeans)^JV Bus Stop^*.

Had roti prata and fish curry for dinner. (Y)

I wish to have a kid of my own one day. Hehe.

Hello hello holidays! ;D

THURSDAY, SEPTEMBER 24, 2009
*^Onslow College^Dairy^Onslow College^JV Mall[Countdown^Food Court, yummy popiah! ;)]^JV Library^Bi's house^KSP^*.

I had Mackers Happy Meal for dinner. Teehee! v^^v

WEDNESDAY, SEPTEMBER 23, 2009
*^JV Mall{Countdown, bought mandarin oranges and ice lemon tee. ;D)^Onslow College^JV Bus Stop^Town{(?) shop^QQ Rice^$ Shop^Cha^Readings^Asian Shop^Thai Restaurant^Mi Sushi^Fancy World^Cotton On^TimeZone^Asian Shop^Bus Stop}^*.

I have blisters. :(

TUESDAY, SEPTEMBER 22, 2009
*^Onslow College^Jack's place^Bi's house^JV BK Bus Stop^*.

MONDAY, SEPTEMBER 21, 2009
*^JV Mall(ASB^Just Jeans)^Onslow College^JV KFC^JV WoolWorths^Bi's house^JV BK Bus Stop^*.

Don't touch my things. I HATE IT!

SUNDAY, SEPTEMBER 20, 2009
*^*^*.

I studied Math today. :)

SATURDAY, SEPTEMBER 19, 2009
*^Bi's house^JV BK Bus Stop^*.

I like the mussels and hate it when Bi steals the sauce from me! >:@

27TH. Many hearts for you.

2009-09-18T23:59:00.003+12:00

*^Onslow College^JV Mall(Wendy's, bought a tub of ice cream. :D)^JV Bakery^JV Fish&Chips Store^Bi's house^JV Mall(Just Jeans^Mackers^Hannahs^Countdown^Just Jeans)^*.

Bibi. I'm glad that I met you. I really am.
♥ Big, red, heart. Just for CalebLimJiaLe.
♥ It really is bigger than normal. Right?

thgirl(:: I'm fine. ;) You don't know what's going on and it is a long story but if you were me, you would be like me too. Haha!

Effing pissed.

2009-09-17T19:34:00.002+12:00

*^Onslow College^JV Mall^JV KFC^JV Mall(Dollar Shop^Countdown)^Bi's house^JV BK Bus Stop^*.

What are you trying to do? Stop repeating the same thing over and over. It just makes me hate you more.

Oh. I've a suggestion for you.

WHY DON'T YOU JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP?

:)

WEDNESDAY, SEPTEMBER 16, 2009
*^Onslow College^JV Mall(Countdown)^KFC^JV Mall^Bi's house^JV BK Bus Stop^Churton Park Primary School^*.

FUCK THIS. I DID NOTHING TO GET THIS SHIT FROM YOU. GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF. YOU STEPPED ON THE LION'S TAIL, YOU ARE SO DEAD NOW. HAVE FUN EXPLAINING YOURSELF. SORRY MAY HELP INSTEAD OF ANOTHER SHOUTING, BUT THAT WAS NOT THE CASE. YOU BLEW IT OFF.

TUESDAY, SEPTEMBER 15, 2009
*^Dairy^Onslow College^Bi's house^Onslow College, I am starting to hate my yoga class.^JV Bus Stop^*.

FUCKING HELL! I saw 3 huge ass bumble bees on the way to school. I zipped up my jacket and stood still because I was so scared that they would sting me and I would die. :( Then I walked slowly like a crab and saw a bee starting to circle me, fuck fuck fuck. AAAAAAAHHH!!! I stood still and saw that the bee was out of my side and ran to school. I'm glad I didn't get attacked.

MONDAY, SEPTEMBER 14, 2009
*^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV BK Bus Stop^*.

Fruitful?

2009-09-13T18:53:00.000+12:00

*^*^*.

I am re watching BOF again. ^^

SATURDAY, SEPTEMBER 12, 2009
*^JV Mall(Whitcoulls)^NewLands^*.

Happy 20th Birthday Tiffany! :)

I really hope that she likes my present.

FRIDAY, SEPTEMBER 11, 2009
*^Onslow College^JV Bus Stop^Town(Ni ne ni ne :P^Readings, Starbucks.^Bus Stop)^JV Mall(Just Jeans)^*.

THURSDAY, SEPTEMBER 10, 2009
*^Onslow College^Town, excursion.^Bi's house^JV Mall(ASB)^KSP^*.

WEDNESDAY, SEPTEMBER 9, 2009
*^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV BK Bus Stop^*.

Special date?

TUESDAY, SEPTEMBER 8, 2009
*^Onslow College^Bi's house^Onslow College^JV Train Station Bus Stop^*.

MONDAY, SEPTEMBER 7, 2009
*^Churton Park Primary^JV(Mall^BNZ^Foodville^BNZ^Foodcourt Mackers^Dollar Shop)^*.

Wow. You called, and first.

Wake me up when September ends.

2009-09-06T22:24:00.007+12:00

*^Town(Readings Cinema, caught UP in 3D (Y).^Whitcoulls^Midland Sushi, wanted to get but it was close.^Borders^Train Station NW^Train Station Bus Stop)^*.

In the pride of adulthood.

SATURDAY, SEPTEMBER 5, 2009
*^*^*.

It was a long night for me and everyone.

Lesson learnt: Do not drink when you cannot bear the consequences.

FRIDAY, SEPTEMBER 4, 2009
*^Onslow College^JV Mall(... .... I did donation. ;) ...)^JV KFC^JV Mall(Just Jeans)^*.

THURSDAY, SEPTEMBER 3, 2009
*^Onslow College^JV Mall(BOB)^Keith Spray Swimming Pool^*.

WEDNESDAY, SEPTEMBER 2, 2009
*^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV BK Bus Stop^*.

TUESDAY, SEPTEMBER 1, 2009
*^Onslow College^Bi's house^Onslow College^JV(Main Bus Stop^Countdown^Main Bus Stop)^Home.

나 너 좋아해.

Goodbye August.

2009-08-31T23:59:00.001+12:00

*^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV BK Bus Stop^*.

August have been a long month for me. It has been a very tiring month, and also the month that I learnt many things. Thank you everyone, especially you. ;)

Yeah baby.

2009-08-30T20:55:00.000+12:00

*^*^*.

Da di dum dum.
Hehehehe! Hello shopping.

I also cut my fringe. I think I cut my eyelashes too.
Now my right side have shorter eyelash. :(

SATURDAY, AUGUST 29, 2009
*^Bi's house^JV Woolworths^Fish&Chip Shop^Bi's house^Fish&Chip Shop^JV Gym^Bi's house^JV BK Bus Stop^*.

FFFFF
GGGGG
;)

그것은 여전히 당신입니다.

FRIDAY, AUGUST 28, 2009
*^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV Bus Stop^Town(Cotton On, Teehee!^Mr Bun^TimeZone^Asian Shop^Old Boy^QQ Rice^Old Boy^QQ Rice^Asian Shop^Old Boy^Pizza King^Seoul House^Pizza King^Readings^Bus Stop)^*.

THURSDAY, AUGUST 27, 2009
*^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV Mall(Duck+Noodles, yummy! :D^Countdown)^Keith Spray Swimming Pool^*.

WEDNESDAY, AUGUST 26, 2009
*^Onslow College^Bi's house^Town(Cotton On^TimeZone^Cotton On^QQ Rice^Readings^Cotton On^Bus Stop)^*.

Today, I bought a bra. :D

I'm lovin' it!

2009-08-25T21:36:00.003+12:00

*^Onslow College^JV Mall(Amazon^Countdown^BOB^ASB)^JV Train Station(Signs of laziness.)^Onslow College^JV Train Station Bus Stop^*.

Woohoo~ I got achieve for Economics internal. Achive only, so what? I know it's no big deal to you, but it means a lot to me because I have not pass any Economics test till today. v^^v

I'm hating Mackers. The menu is so boring. Worst of all, it makes me fat! Ew, ew, ewwwww!

I need my farmville kakis.

Awesome.

2009-08-24T23:57:00.000+12:00

Today I did many things, but a real brief post because I am f-king tired already.

So, *^Onslow College^JV Mall^Town^*.

Happy 17th Birthday Jack! :)

We went to MoMoTea in town to celebrate Jack's birthday. We played a card game and the person with the highest number had to do a dare. I had to do one dare, was to make funny face. I swear I look damn ugly in the pictures that my friends took and I hope they will not show it to people and be a very good friend by deleting it from their phone or camera soon. ^^ Overall, I enjoyed it. Hope everyone did too. :)

Head over heels.

2009-08-23T13:43:00.004+12:00

I will not be going out the whole day. I will stay at home and take care of my farm and study for my Economics internal. Then go to bed early so I will have a good morning. To all, enjoy your day. :)

It's interesting to see a boy wanting to learn how to play FarmVille.
Isn't it cute too? He's a noob in it and he wants to learn how to play it.
But he doesn't listen to what you tell him to do to help him! ARGH!
The noob boy is Alfred Foo. :P

SATURDAY, AUGUST 22, 2009
*^Bi's house^*.

Mummy and dad has gone to Penang for their eat-yummy-food trip. Have fun! :D

Happy 17th Birthday Yang! :)

Ugly truth.

2009-08-21T21:48:00.000+12:00

NO SCHOOL TODAY! HURRAY! ;)

*^Churton Park Primary^Bi's house^JV Gym^JV Mall(ASB^BOB)^JV Gym^Keith Spray Swimming Pool^JV Mall(Food court Mackers^Just Jeans^Umi Sushi^Food court^Just Jeans^Whitcoulls^$ Shop^Just Jeans)^*.

Hot stuff. ;)

Shocked, but yeah. This is reality. Hahahaha! Your lies disgust me ttm.

THURSDAY, AUGUST 20, 2009
*^Onslow College^Town(... ... Played @ TimeZone from 8-10pm without resting.)^*.

WEDNESDAY, AUGUST 19, 2009
*^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV BK Bus Stop^*.

26TH. 당신을 사랑합니다.

2009-08-18T23:32:00.004+12:00

HAPPY 26TH MONTH BABY! :)

*^Onslow College^JV Mall(Food court^Umi Sushi^Countdown^BOB)^Onslow College^JV Train Station Bus Stop^*.

MONDAY, AUGUST 17, 2009
*^Onslow Medical Center^Onslow College^Town(... Had lunch at Cha. ...)^*.

*: What are you doing?
Me: Farming!

How is that funny???

There goes my weekend.

2009-08-16T21:23:00.000+12:00

*^*^*^*^*.

I studied the whole morning with fb. Then pack my room here and there, vacuum it too. It was so f-king tiring! :( I also bake cupcakes with Tiffy and Ash. ^^

My room air feels so clean now because I haven't been vacuuming it since I came here. Hehe.

SATURDAY, AUGUST 15, 2009
*^Town(Midland Sushi^Blings^Cotton On^Glassons^Rebel Sports^(?) shop^(?) shop^$2 shop^Readings Cinema, bought Separation City.^Cha^New World^Readings Cinema, movie time.^Wendy's^Bus Stop)^*.

Only if I can be you for a day,
I will solve all your problems.
Then I will be able to see you smile again.

FRIDAY, AUGUST 14, 2009
*^Onslow College(The school bus ditch me. Argh!)^Onslow Medical Center^Onslow College^JV Bus Stop^Town(Readings, had Wendy's.^Old Boy^Mi Sushi^Old Boy^Readings, use toilet.^Old Boy^Pizza King^Time Zone^Korean Country House^Secret Hideout^Readings^Bus Stop)^*.

I was just trying to make things better for you. If you do not want my help, reject me nicely. I did nothing to agitate you.

:'(

왜 가야만 하셨어요?

2009-08-13T21:38:00.000+12:00

*^Onslow College^JV Mall(Countdown^BOB)^JV Station Bus Stop^*.

I admit, I do not have the courage to look at you at all. It is not because I am ashamed of myself or anything. It is because I will cry if I keep looking at you. I did not talk because I was about to cry. I do not want to say good bye to you. Mummy, please come back and stay with me.

:"(

I have never cried for so long before. I cried when I know that you are coming to see me. I cried every night when you were in New Zealand. Even after you have left, I am still crying till this very moment.

I hope this pain can go away.
I hope my tears can quit whining.
I hope I can stop this pain.
I hope I can stop crying.
I hope to see you. Right now.

Hope... ...

WEDNESDAY, AUGUST 12, 2009
*^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV BK Bus Stop^*.

I 3G-ed with mummy. :)

TUESDAY, AUGUST 11, 2009
*^Onslow College(Had International get2gather &Yoga lesson.)^JV Station Bus Stop^*.

FOB, get your ass back to your country and let the guys fuck you inside out and upside down. For sure you will enjoy it because I know you love it. :)

I M Y

2009-08-10T19:33:00.000+12:00

*^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV Bus Stop^*.

I still feel the pain, the feeling that I had at Auckland airport. Why won't it go away and leave me alone?

SUNDAY, AUGUST 9, 2009
NATIONAL DAY :) Highlight to read.

:)^Rainbow's End^Manukau Mall^:)^Bus Stop^Auckland Domestic Airport^Wellington Airport^Bus Stop^Town Bus Stop^*.

The day that I had to part with my mummy again. Mummy, I am sorry. I did not want to turn around and look at you at Auckland airport. I know you were behind me, I know you would not leave till I go in and board the plane and even till my plane take off. I did not want to turn around because every time I turn around to look at you, my tears just cannot stop flowing. But I did turn around a few times and take a sneak peek. I did not dare to look at you. My heart felt so pain, and I know you feel it too. I am sorry to ask you to leave first. I am sorry that I am a coward. After I told you to go, I turn back once and twice but you were not not anymore. I wanted to run out to look for you but I told myself not to, because I know that I will not want to leave you. I am really sorry.

SATURDAY, AUGUST 8, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! :D

:)^Town^:).

We had Korean BBQ. ^^

FRIDAY, AUGUST 7, 2009
Quest On The Terrace(Shuttle)^Wellington Airport(Byeeeee...)^Auckland Domestic Airport^Bus Stop^:)^Manukau Mall^Town^:).

THURSDAY, AUGUST 6, 2009
*^Onslow College^Bi's house^... ... .

WEDNESDAY, AUGUST 5, 2009
No details will be revealed.

TUESDAY, AUGUST 4, 2009
No details will be revealed.

Hello mummy and daddy! :)

MONDAY, AUGUST 3, 2009
*^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV Bus Stop^*.

SUNDAY, AUGUST 2, 2009
*^Bi's house^KSP^JV(Countdown^Burger King)^Bi's house^JV Bus Stop^*.

1st August 2009

2009-08-01T23:46:00.000+12:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! :D

I hope you had an awesome day. :)

*^Town(Library^Glassons^Readings^Cha^Readings Cinema^Time Zone^Asian Shop^Momotea^Bus stop)^*.

Forlorn is the word.

Dear god, please save this child of yours. Save this boy from the despair of his parents. You know he is able to do it. It is just that he is not ready to accept 'it' yet. Help him, help him get back to track. Save this dear boy of mine. I will pray everyday just so you will hear my prayer sometime soon.

I manage to pull through.

2009-07-31T21:11:00.001+12:00

*^Missed the school bus. F.^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV Mall(Just Jeans)^*.

Enjoy your dinner mummy! :D
It's your birthday tomorrow.
I hope you'll have a wonderful day.
__________________________

Once, there was a boy W. He was a very hard working boy. Despite having cancer, he did not give up on his studies. He studied hard and got a scholarship. Unfortunately, his body failed him and he did not manage to pull through last night and left us. Let's pray for him and hope he will rest in peace. Amen.

I learn from W that I am way more fortunate than he is. I am so much more healthier than he is. What rights do I have to keep complaining for a little uncomfortableness and not willing to go to school. Gosh Jerica. I will go to school no matter how I feel. I will not skip class no matter what happens. Pinkie promise.

It is time to face reality.

THURSDAY, JULY 30, 2009
*^Onslow College^JV(Bakery^Countdown)^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV Bus Stop^*.

Happy 17th Birthday Yong Chan! :)

생일축하합니다
생일축하합니다
사랑하는 ____
생일축하합니다

친구4eva(^_^)

WEDNESDAY, JULY 29, 2009
*^Onslow College^Foodville^JV Gym^JV Mall^JV Bus Stop^*.

TUESDAY, JULY 28, 2009
*^Onslow College, ended @ 5:30pm.^JV Mall Entrance^JV Bus Stop^*.

AS or wow? You decide. :)

Wish me luck!

2009-07-27T21:26:00.004+12:00

*^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV(Foodville^Countdown^Bus Stop)^*.

I have Accountings test tomorrow. Hopefully I can pass it this time round. :) I have Economics test the day after and Accounting test on Thursday then finally no more till August.

SUNDAY, JULY 26, 2009
*^Bi's house^JV Bus Stop^Town(Glassons, black sling bag $15.^Asian Shop, Ice Lemon Tea $2.50^MacDonald's^Readings^Bus Stop)^SPCA^Newtown Park^(?) Bus Stop^Town(Burger King, Kid's meal $5.50.^Readings)^*.

To thgirl(:: It's all good. I'll catch up with you when you are online. :)

(L) Economics.

2009-07-25T08:19:00.003+12:00

*^Bused to town^Town(Central Library^Midland Sushi, 4 sushi $4.^Cotton On, long sleeve top $10.^Glassons^Asian Shop, milk tea $1.50. Y-U-C-K ttm.^(?) Shop, coat $120.^Central Library^Cotton On, 2 pairs of shoes for $25.^Cha, wanton noodles with meat $9.50.^Readings^Bus Stop)^*.

Finally, I got all the things I want. I will not go shopping till then. :)

I also found an interesting blog post on Joanne's blog. Thumbs up for this.

->Amazing reply by J.P. Morgan CEO to a Pretty girl

A young and pretty lady posted this on a popular forum:

Title: What should I do to marry a rich guy?

I'm going to be honest of what I'm going to say here. I'm 25 this year. I'm very pretty, have style and good taste. I wish to marry a guy with $500k annual salary or above. You might say that I'm greedy, but an annual salary of $1M is considered only as middle class in New York . My requirement is not high. Is there anyone in this forum who has an income of $500k annual salary? Are you all married? I wanted to ask: what should I do to marry rich persons like you? Among those I've dated, the richest is $250k annual income, and it seems that this is my upper limit. If someone is going to move into high cost residential area on the west of New York City Garden ( ? ) , $250k annual income is not enough. ; I'm here humbly to ask a few questions: &n bsp;1) Where do most rich bachelors hang out? (Please list down the names and addresses of bars, restaurant, gym) 2) Which age group should I target? 3) Why most wives of the riches is only average-looking? I've met a few girls who doesn't have looks and are not interesting, but they are able to marry rich guys <>4) How do you decide who can be your wife, and who can only be your girlfriend? (my target now is to get married) Ms. Pretty ;

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Amazing reply:

Dear Ms. Pretty, I have read your post with great interest. Guess there are lots of girls out there who have similar questions like yours. Please allow me to analyse your situation as a professional investor. My annual income is more than $500k, which meets your requirement, so I hope everyone believes that I'm not wasting time here. From the standpoint of a business person, it is a bad decision to marry you.. The answer is very simple, so let me explain. Put the details aside, what you're trying to do is an exchange of 'beauty' and 'money': Person A provides beauty, and Person B pays for it, fair and square. However, there's a deadly problem here, your beauty will fade, but my money will not be gone without any good reason. The fact is, my income might increase from year to year, but you can't be prettier year after year. Hence from the viewpoint of economics, I am an appreciation asset, and you are a depreciation asset. It's not just normal depreciation, but exponential depreciation. If that is your only asset, your value will be much worried 10 years later. By the terms we use in Wall Street, every trading has a position, dating with you is also a 'trading position'. If the trade value dropped we will sell it and it is not a good idea to keep it for long term - same goes with the marriage that you wanted. It might be cruel to say this, but in order to make a wiser decision any assets with great depreciation value will be sold or 'leased'. Anyone with over $500k annual income is not a fool; we would only date you, but will not marry you. I would advice that you forget looking for any clues to marry a rich guy. And by the way, you could make yourself to become a rich person with $500k annual income. This has better chance than finding a rich fool. &nbs p; Hope this reply helps.. If you are interested in 'leasing' services, do contact me...

signed,

CEO

J.P. Morgan :)

I will control.

2009-07-24T23:28:00.002+12:00

*^Onslow College^JV Mall(ASB^Food court, had BOB and Macs.)^Bi's house^JV Bus Stop^*^Ma Yan's house^JV(Subway^Countdown)^*.

I had fun at Ma Yan's house. She showed me how to make milkshake without a blender. She used a cup and another weapon to squish the fruit, scoop it into a bottle, pour some milk, and shake it, then serve. It's that simple. We also watched The Da Vinci Code, didn't manage to watch finish. Tyvm Yan. :)

I can take it.

2009-07-23T20:58:00.002+12:00

*^Onslow College. I managed to catch the school bus this morning. ;) I had Accounting class after school and ended around 5:15pm. My teacher gave me a bar of chocolate because I told him I am super hungry and I have no food. Hehe.^JV Train Station^*.

Keep it coming.

2009-07-22T23:20:00.002+12:00

*^JV Bus Stop^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV Gym^Jack's house^JV Bus Stop^*.

I have a list of work to be completed. It's just a list now, not a full list, but soon it will be. I'm so effing tired! Pff. At least I know why I am working so hard now. It is because I want to provide for family.

TUESDAY, JULY 21, 2009
*^JV Bus Stop^Onslow College^Bi's house^Town{Readings[Cinema(Watched Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince. (N) The ending was crap.)^Food Court, 2 Apple Pie and 1 Small Frozen Coke)]^Bus Stop}^*.

Workload keep coming in.

2009-07-20T19:52:00.004+12:00

*^JV Bus stop^Onslow College^Bi's house^Jack's house^JV Train Station^JV Mall(Countdown)^JV Bus stop^*.

A simple post today because I have 4 assignments waiting for me to complete then study for 2 internals assessments.

:(

Goodbye holidays.

2009-07-19T21:39:00.003+12:00

Went to bi's house to meet him. Left around 2pm to go get lunch. Bi and I could not decide what we wanted to have, and so we settled for BOB $13. Boring. Got Bundaberg Ginger Beer $1.60. Walked to Jack's house and waited for Ash to pick us up. Ash was about 45 minutes late, not very long. Off we go into town. First stop was suppose to be Spotlight but Ash missed the turning, and so we went to Rebel Sports. Rebel Sports was having 25% sales. Bi got himself a gym bag $34. Next was CheapSkates. Then TimeZone. We played Photo Hunt and we were so stressed out by it. Lol. The guys decided to see people play games and made comments. I got so bored and I went to Cotton On. I bought a black cardigan $10 and a grey basic top $5. I went back to the boring TimeZone. We wait, and wait, and wait for Ash to text us. I waited till so thirsty. :S I asked the guys to go MacDonald's to get a drink with me. Incoming message... Ash text Jack and ask us to go to Readings to meet him. There goes my drink. We met Ash and we walked to some ulu car park. Finally, we got into the car. Bi and I alighted at Shell to walk back to his home. ... ... At bi's house, he made me eat fried rice. He even feed me. -___-" I had orange and grapes for fruits. Asked bi to help me reformat my iPod. I left his place and went to wait for the bus, it was late again. I hate the wind very much. Gosh! When I reached home, my host mum told me my dinner is at the table. I changed up and went back down to have it. I saw a full plate of food and a bowl of salad. *jaws drop* I took two pieces of the bread and the bowl of salad. Had my fill and came back up to my room. I am going to sleep as early as I can tonight because I hope I can catch the school bus.

Good news for me, I have hope to get out of Wellington. Woohoooooo~

25TH. You'll always be my baby.

2009-07-18T23:07:00.011+12:00

HAPPY 25TH MONTH BABY! :)

w/o make up

I woke up around 10am, text bi and went into the showers at 10:45am. I sat in my room till 12:00pm. I got no reply from bi. I went downstairs to get breakfast, berry oats. I hate oats, but this is yummy. While having breakfast, I watched SpongeBob SquarePants. (Y) 12:47pm, bi called me. I went to my room to change and brought my swimming gears along, just in case we decide to go swimming at the very last minute. The bus was late. It is always late. (N) I saw Yong Chan, chatted with him in the bus. I alighted first. I hate walking to bi's house. It is so damn tiring. (N) I fell asleep and woke up at 2:35pm by bi. He asked if I want to go sauna or town. OMGXZ YES! I said town please. :D We left his place around 3pm to meet Jack. We went to the JV mall for awhile. Jack had to get A2 size coloured paper. I went to Countdown to get more Manjans Bhuja Fruit Mix $1.60. Bi got apple pie from MacDonald's. Aftermath, we went to Jack's house. Bi wanted to watch some MT videos and then bi and me left. We were suppose to catch the 3:55pm bus but we missed it. We waited for the 4:25pm bus at the bus stop. Surprisingly, it came early. We alighted at the bus stop near Umi Sushi because I wanted to get some sushi, but it was close. (N) Bi and I was so hungry. We decided to have a early dinner. We went to Seoul House. His order was $11 and mine was $13. Mmhhhmmmm..... :D (Y) We walked around town while waiting for the bus to come. Verom. Bi went back home and I went home too. ... ... ... ... I am going to sleep now. Nights people.

Today you said to me that I seem like I am not eating, eat more. I am really very happy to hear that. You realise that I am not eating. I do not mind giving you my portion, like I always do. I want you to eat more, then you will have more strength for your training. I know you are tired because you have go to school during the day and go for training at night. I try to give you what I can. Because J love C.

I am neither pretty nor sexy. I do not see what you see in me.
I am neither kind nor loving. I do not see why you want me.
I am neither awesome nor prefect. I do not see why you like me.
Despite I am none of these, you still do love me very much.
I am glad to be with you and those times that we have shared.
The word to describe our relationship is amazing.

Mend my heart.
My heart has broke into uncountable pieces.

Left out.

2009-07-17T23:08:00.003+12:00

*^JV Mall(Just Jeans, a dress $20 and 6 bangles $6.^Countdown, Toblerone Choc 100g $2 and Majans Bhuja Fruit mix 150g $1.60.)^*.

Tiffy, I'm glad everything between you and me is fine now.

Guilt.

2009-07-16T22:13:00.004+12:00

*.

Tiffy, I am really sorry. I hope you will talk to me because you are the only one I go to in this house. I do not know what I can do to make you less angry. But I really did not know that you will be so angry. I am really really very sorry.

I do not like this.

;(

Igor.

2009-07-15T23:39:00.002+12:00

*^JV{[Mall(Whitcoulls^Food court, Macs.)]^Foodville^BNZ^Mall^Toy World^Video Ezy^Mall^BNZ^Mall}^*.

Word of the day: Algiophobia.

Madness.

2009-07-14T22:36:00.003+12:00

*^Bi's house^JV{[Mall(Countdown)]^Bus stop}^*.

After trying for 4 days, I finally passed level 8 in Acid Factory. Lol. Now, I am stuck at level 11. ;[ I play games for 1/24 hours. I have a life! Gosh people. I wonder what you humans are thinking at times.

Drain.

2009-07-13T23:11:00.007+12:00

*.

I'm so pissed off now, like ttm. Why do we have to give in to the younger??? Like hello. C'mon man. I don't think just because the younger whined, cried, and spoilt. MEANS THAT I HAVE TO GIVE IN TO THEM! Maybe in the next century, next century, next century's next life or rather, never!

I've had a long day. I played with them.

I've

watched tv with them.
watched movie with them.
poured drinks for them.
played PlayStation with them.
cut apple for them.
watched teevee with them.
get refreshments for them.
played Beados with them.
made popcorn for them.
watched tv with them.
played blind mice with them.
to get pulled around by them.
played make up with them. Bonus: Must allow them to put make up on me and make me look hideous.

Is these not enough?

This has debilitated me completely.

If you think all these is nothing at all. You should sign up for this, try it out and think twice.

I had to sacrifice the time that I could have spend talking to my mummy, just to do all these. If you are not thankful, I hope you get crash by a car when you step out of the house.

Btw, I am not getting paid for all these.

All I wanted was for her to let me do the Beados, a piece will do. I asked her if I can do it. Yes, I even had to ask her for permission. I did two rows and she took it away from me. WTF! Then she screwed it up and her older sister didn't want to help her, she asked me for help. I didn't want to help her and she said I was mean to her. Look who is talking. Oh, I am the mean one. Ya right definitely I am. I AM FUCKING TIRED AND ALL I WANTED WAS TO HAVE SOME FUN TOO BUT SHE DIDN'T LET ME. Fine. So I told her older sister that why not we chip in money and get us(excluding her since she got it already) one set too. THEN! Here comes everything. She started to whin, cry and seek attention. Oops, I think it didn't. Did it? She got scolded and cried even more. Dang. I hope I could have just walk off but I couldn't, because that will reflect that I am just as bad as she was. I stayed. ... ...

If you were me, how would you feel?

To thgirl(:: Haha. Thanks! Hope you are doing well. :)

Ice Age 3.

2009-07-12T22:14:00.003+12:00

*^JV(Stayed in the car while waiting.)^Town{[Readings(Bubble Tea^Cinema^Whitcoulls)]^?? New World(Stayed in the car and wait...)^*.

Game of the day: Square Meal.

Baby, I am sorry. I think I have been neglecting you a bit. You were like this too(When you just started muay thai, you used to be like this too.) I wanted to talk to you so badly last time, but you were always busy with muay thai or you would be resting and all.

Last time, I thought it was better for me if I get a new home stay with host sisters and a home stay that will treat me like how they treat their children. But I guess I am wrong. I will never be a part of their family. There is difference between us. At least, they treat me well. I really like coming back nowadays. I can do anything I want at home and they do not say things that are hurting.

I realise that I have been rather preoccupied nowadays. It is so different from last time. Last time, all I do was to have my meal and stay in my room all the time(other than going to the toilet). &Hope that you will have time for me.

Now, it is me who is neglecting you. I have not been spending a lot of time with you.

I will spend more time with you. I promise. I will spend more time with you, and not trying.

The saddest part of this post is that I will no longer try. If I cannot handle this, I will let go.

:'(

Annoyed.

2009-07-11T14:55:00.006+12:00

*^JV(Video Ezy)^Bi's house^... ...^*

Game of the day: Acid Factory.

Who the fuck do you think you are?

Ask me to do things for you and make me sad when you want to? I did nothing to deserve these kind of treatment from you. I hate it whenever you want some thing, you will talk to me nicely. If I don't want to help you, you get so mad at me and people around you.

I am really very mad at you this time. You have yet to apologise to me about my laptop keyboard issue. You got so pissed and you just pressed it hard. WHAT HAPPENS IF MY LAPTOP SPOILS? Even if you buy my a new laptop, I still will not be happy. You can't buy back my feelings towards this laptop. This laptop is my birthday present from my parents. I didn't ask them to get me one, but they got it for me. I really appreciate it. You know nothing, so don't you dare abuse my laptop again!

Fuck you. I mean it.

One more thing, stop abusing your privileges that I am giving you.

Steam.

2009-07-10T23:01:00.011+12:00

*^JV{[Mall(ASB^Whitcoulls)]^Keith Spray Swimming Pool(Sauna+Hot spa+Swimming)^[Mall(Just Jeans^BOB^Countdown^Just Jeans^Countdown)]^JV F&C}^(?) House^*.

Sauna, sauna, and more sauna. :D
Hot spa, hot spa, and more hot spa. :D
Swimming, swimming, and more swimming. :D
LOL. I am real childish. :D:D:D

Anyway, I had fun with Bi together.
Just you and me. ♥.♥

Teeheehee!

No one will know how happy I am today.

Game of the day: Youda Sushi Chef.

Pictures for the day: Gumballs!

Q: Where did all these gumballs came from?
A: They came from the JV F&C. When Tiffany and I went in, the gumball machine caught my eye. Then I told her about it. And we got so distracted by it. Till my host mum ask us to quick order. LOL! Tiffany is 19+ years old and I am 16+ years old, yet we got so distracted by the gumball machine. -_______-" At first, I only got one. I wasn't satisfied. So I told Tiffany that I want more, I want one for every colour. She got them for me. Tyvm! Spin, spin, spin, round and round. Da4 da4 da4. I got one for every colour. Hehehe. I got two blue coloured ones but I didn't want to include extra blue one in the picture. And so, that's how I got all these gumballs.

Fiery.

2009-07-09T16:27:00.005+12:00

I am not going out today. I was suppose to go watch Transformers, but nah. All thanks to one awesome woman. Gawd. Anyway, I am kinda into a game called Sushi Go Round. Tiffany totally own me in it. I do not like her for this. :P We are still in our pyjamas too. Hehe.

What Your Birth Day Says

2009-07-08T23:19:00.001+12:00

Jerica Teo, birthday date : 27
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Your Life

You are sensitive and vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks even when the matter is not that bad. This might be the result from being to pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner self is a kind loving person.

Your Love

You will be elegantly dressed, no matter how casually dressed your date may be. You are emanding in love and sometimes to an unacceptable extend.

Your birth on the 27th day of the month adds a tone of selflessness and humanitarianism to your life path. Certainly, you are one who can work very well with people, but at the same time you need a good bit of time to be by your self to rest and meditate. Regardless of your life path number, there is a very humanistic and philanthropic approach in most of things that you do. This birthday helps you be broadminded, tolerant, generous and very cooperative. You are the type of person who uses persuasion rather than force to achieve your ends. You tend to be very sensitive to others needs and feelings, and you able to give much in the way of friendship without expecting a lot in return.

Tempted.

2009-07-08T22:17:00.003+12:00

*^JV(Domino's Pizza)^Bi's house^JV Mall(Just Jeans)^*

You're the stupid one. Seriously, fuck off ya. You are simply getting on my nerves and I am about to slap your damn face. Dork.

To thgirl(:: The earth have to float when I am alive 'cause I have yet to do whatever I want to, and can sink after I die. :)

Fatigued.

2009-07-07T18:05:00.005+12:00

*^JV(Foodville. Bought onion rings chip(Y) and idk chips.)^Bi's house^*

* represents the place I am staying at. This is not my home. My home is in Singapore.

Dear mummy,
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to raise my voice at you. Hope you will forgive me.

I guess I am really too tired. I can't control my emotions. My anger inside me is growing every day. My wound is deeper and also bigger. My happiness within me is dying out. I hate myself more and even more as each day passes.

MONDAY, JULY6, 2009
Home.

To thgirl(:: I think it is because of global warming.

Tomorrow will be the day, the first holiday without mummy.

2009-07-05T22:45:00.006+12:00

Home^Bi's house^JV[Mall(Shampoo plus)^Car park]^Home.

I asked my host to get me 5 different items.

2 Pringles(Sour cream &Onion) 170g.
2 boxes of Oreo biscuits.
1 packet of TNCC Snake lollies 200g.
Crumpets.
A tub of Vanilla ice cream.

She bought all of these for me already. YAY! :D

Sometimes you have to learn that for being rude, you get a good scolding 'cause you fucking deserves it. How nice if your parents slap your face and tell you that you are fucking rude! It does not mean that you are younger than I am, and that because I am the older one and I have to give in to you. Fuck off man. No way will I give in unless you deserve it. Or I will fight with you and make sure you lose this fight and get nothing but more scolding. :) Dude, learn your lesson. GDI.

Deadly Debut.

2009-07-05T22:01:00.005+12:00

SATURDAY, JULY4, 2009
Home^Bi's house^JV[Mall(Countdown)^Bus stop]^Deadly Debut at Porirua^JV(Burger King^Bus stop)^Home.

Ain't they cute?

To thgirl(:: I used to have a Friendster account but I deleted it. I'm quite use to the weather now. I find Singapore rather warm when I went back the last time. My pyjamas definitely look like pajamas. Yeah, I can't remember when was the last time I played with sparkles other than that day.

To Francesca: That's good Miss Goh! :D

Sparkles.

2009-07-03T23:43:00.008+12:00

Spot the "X".

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-eeeh. :D We went to the porch to play sparkles and fireworks. As you can see(3rd and 4th picture), that's the fireworks. It was erm okay. It wasn't what I thought it would be like. I'm pretty contented 'cause I got to play sparkles when I felt like playing it. Btw, it's less than 10 degrees outside and I am in my pajamas with my pullover so I don't look very flash. Shut up and don't comment about my pyjamas if you have any intention to do it.

Last day of second term.

2009-07-03T20:30:00.008+12:00

Btw, this picture was taken before winter.

Home^Onslow College^Bi's house^Home.

Today is neither a very interesting day nor a very boring day.

I am not in Singapore this holiday. I can't see mummy, family and friends. No worries everyone. Everything is under control. I have planned a very detailed schedule for this holiday. I am going to spend at least 3 hours, 1/8 of my day, to do my work. It's not a lot of time spend on it but at least I am spending time on it. So good for me! (Y)

I will try to go swimming everyday. 'cause I am hoping to lose some weight and shed some fats too. Then again, transport to JV is $1 and to enter the okay swimming complex every time will cost me $3. Ex. :( Any sponsors?

I am going in to town the library to borrow books. Actually, it is just an excuse for me wanting to go shopping. Lol. I need retail therapy! I will only spend $100. Mummy, think again before you nag me. You should know why I am doing it.

I will try to stay at home so I can save money like transport fares, eating out and spending on unnecessary things.

All cool.

Lastly, I declare holiday.

To thgirl(:: I think you look cute in it too. Btw, I no longer have a friendster account.

Daidee madness.

2009-07-02T19:58:00.004+12:00

Home^Onslow College(Games)^Bi's house^JV Gym^JV Bus stop^Home.

I won like more than 5 games straight for daidee today. Woohoo~ :D:D:D

To Francesca: My toe is still hurting. The inside hurts. FYI, only the right side is pain. I hate this! :(

To thgirl(:: Erm, I was talking about in general. Girls who cut bangs look cute. I haven't seen you with bangs aye? Wellington is 4 hours ahead of Singapore.

Beginning.

2009-07-01T20:08:00.002+12:00

Home^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV [Mall(Countdown^Umi Sushi^Food court &bought Macs^Just Jeans)^Bus stop]^Home.

I hurt my toe. :(

To thgirl(:: I don't really like bangs. It makes you look so cute? ... You can't catch me online most of the times unless you suit my timing.

All Gone.

2009-06-30T20:11:00.007+12:00

Home^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV Mall(Food court)^Home.

I realise that I have been thinking of others and not myself. I am doing things to please people but this is not what I actually want. So... I am going to live for myself from today onwards. I will not let anyone control me or destroy me. I will not be kind to you if you intend to foil my plan. 'cause I am no longer that nice little girl.

I said that I want to go foundation year next year, and I will. I will do my part and I hope my parents will help me. I will study mighty hard till I crash, hopefully I don't. Even CLJL can't stop me this time. I will not stop him from doing whatever he wants 'cause it's his life and I hope he will respect my decision. I hope everyone else respects my decision too.

I will ignore those little sluts in school for the moment and mess with them at the end of the year. Be nice to me and I may change my mind. Bitch more about me and pray hard that you will not get one or rather a few slaps from me, on your fuck face. :)

After saying so much, the main reason is 'cause I realise that I will not be 17 again and that I am going to be 18 next year. I am getting old. Damn.

I will stop thinking about shopping though I have the urge to buy things. I think I have some kind of diseases. I can't control myself when I see something I like, I must have it! Sometimes I buy them and I don't use it. It's such a waste of money. I think and think and think. ... ... AHA! I got an idea. When I feel like getting things, I go to the supermarket. Why? 'cause there is nothing much I can get from there. But then again, there is a lot of things I can get from there. Ranging from bread, cereals, chocolates, drinks, snacks, noodles, meat and many more. Wtfbbqxz. Okay, this idea is not very good after all. Suggestions anyone?

I am going to do some reading now. I hope I will not wake up in the middle of the night again. Sighs.

To thgirl(:: I wanted bangs to keep my forehead warm but when the wind blows, it's er erm okay. Conclusion: bangs isn't helpful when there is constant, strong wind.

599 Swine Flu cases in Singapore.

2009-06-29T23:22:00.005+12:00

Wowee. That's a lot aye. Anyway, I am kinda safe because I am not going back to Singapore and I need not be quarantine. :D If I go back and kena(get) quarantine, I will be wasting my time and moolah. On the other hand, I am not totally safe because New Zealand has 453 Swine Flu cases. Booooooo... :( Good luck Francesca, I hope you don't get quarantine. I also pray that you will meet some cute guy and he thinks that you look cute with your mask on(that's provide if you did wear your mask). Most prolly, you guys click and hmm... ^^

Home^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV{[Mall(Countdown^Entrance^Just Jeans)]^Bus stop}^Home.

Should I get a short bomber jacket? If yes, should I get cream or red colour? Btw, it's real pretty. :)
I tried to get the internet to work with my lappy for about an hour before I can finally come online. Phew~
I can't wait for the holidays to begin.

To thgirl(:: Yep, all by myself and it's my first time cutting bangs. Want me cut for you? (6) Hehehe.

How nehxz.

2009-06-28T23:20:00.007+12:00

Home^Bi's house^JV[Subway $10.40^Mall(Trends^Countdown^Spectacle shop)^Warehouse^Woolworths^Dicksmith]^Bi's house^Bus stop^Home.

I want to go back to Singapore this holiday.
I want to see mummy, family and friends.
Aaaarrrrrgggggghhhhhhh! :(

To thgirl(:: Nope to? Tyvm. I cut my bangs myself. Actually, it's kinda sei-eh. Shh... Don't tell anyone if you spot the slanted parts. Heh. ^^

Fat or round?

2009-06-27T23:59:00.004+12:00

Home^JV[Bus stop^Mall(Vodafone)^Train station]^Francesca's place(Help her dye her hair and I have dyes on my feet now.)^Ngaio station^JV(CC^Mall^Nando's)^Home.

After straightening my hair. I hatex the round face of mine.

After make up on.

After changed of clothes. Tada~ :D

To thgirl(:: I'm alright. Thank you for your concern. :)

Wound.

2009-06-26T22:51:00.006+12:00

Home^Onslow College^Home.

I don't ask you much.
I don't bother if you still care for me.
I don't care if you take a second look at me.
I don't do what I used to do.
I don't even feel it.
I don't feel sad that you are not with me.
I don't get the attention I used to get from you.
I don't hate you for anything, never.
I don't irritate you like how I used to.
I don't joke around with you as often as I used to.
I don't kiss you like I used to because...

因为我累了。
I feel the pain but it doesn't bother me.
Maybe it's because the way you are now.

"I'm not the best girlfriend but as long as you think I am, I'm happy. :) You know, I know, we know that I love you. I'm yours only." Do you remember this? Maybe not.

I really do hope to hang out with you like how we used to. Or it is impossible already? I miss those times that it was just you and me. We can be together for the whole day doing nothing but we are still happy and loving it, but now we hardly do anything together. Even in school, I sit beside you in class but I don't feel the same. I think it's part of growing up and that we will never stay the same. I love you and I always will. My feelings for you will never fade till you tell me that I should stop loving you because it's making you so hard to breathe. Bet you never knew how much you've hurt me since Friday, May 15, 2009. Especially when you call me crazy. I was so angry with you and wanted to burst into tears, yet I hold back. Since you don't like so many things about me, why do you still want to love me? I just don't get it. I believe all these is also part of you growing up and the way you treat and handle this relationship is different.

PJ is me.

2009-06-25T21:42:00.004+12:00

Home^Onslow College^JV Mall(BOB^Umi Sushi^Countdown^BOB^Umi Sushi^Bus stop)^Home.

To thgirl(:: Alrightey. See you during December holidays. ;)

Rush.

2009-06-24T22:12:00.007+12:00

Home^Onslow College(HPV Dose1.)^Porirua{The bus ride was damn long. [Pak'N'Sav^Mall(ASB^Cotton On, Pink Cardigan$10 + Top$5.^Equip^Glassons^Food court $6 plate^Toilet^K Mart)^Bus stop]}^JV^Home.

I got cheated by the bus drive. I told him to Churton Park and he gave me a single ticket to JV only instead of a transfer ticket. Arghhhh!

To thgirl(:: Yeah! I've heaps of things to do. Now on top of that, I've got to spend more time on my school work too. z

Homesick.

2009-06-23T23:04:00.003+12:00

Home^Home^Home.

I stayed home the whole day.
I am sick. I am tired.
I am going back to do my work.
Bye.

Mummy!
I miss you,
I hope to see you soon,
I don't know when,
but I guess it's impossible.

173 more days.
I wish that the day will pass faster.
I hope the night will be shorter.
Because I am just like child who wants her mummy by her side all the time.

Dilemma.

2009-06-22T18:31:00.002+12:00

Home^Onslow College^Bi's house^Home.

Foundation year or year 13? I really hope that I can go foundation year too, even though I am a year slower than other people. I am tired of school and it is really a waste of time. Only 3 out of 6 subjects I am taking now will be of use to my course. Actually, I am not sure if they are or not too. Sianz.

Day2.

Good move.

2009-06-21T23:09:00.006+12:00

Home^Bi's house^Home.

Oh btw, I am currently very interested in International Political Economy. I have no idea what got into me but I am very determined to read finish this book called Introduction To International Political Economy by the end of July. I got to know about this book from Tiffany. It is her university textbook. Hopefully, this book will also help me to have a better understanding for Economics. :D

Day 1.

To thgirl(:: I will try to bake it again but it will be after July I guess. Currently I am chiong-ing to finish a book that is about 500 pages thick by the end of July and I have to search the net and refer to other books to actually understand the whole book. Since the technology now is so awesome, I don't think I will refer to other books because I am too lazy and also I don't have the time. What's more. I still have school work to do! I think school is useless. v^^v

Just another day.

2009-06-20T21:33:00.003+12:00

Home^JV Mall(Countdown^Just Jeans)^JV Tailor(:P to Bi.)^Bi's house^JV Mall(Just Jeans)^Home.

Tiffany made nuggets, for dinner, using the deep fryer. She made 12 in total. She ate one, Ash ate 2 or 3 and I ate the rest of it with tomato and mayonaise. I had sparkling apple juice to go with it. After that, I had a packet of 18g chips and a bar of Kinder Bueno. Now, I feel so fat. Actually, I am growing more fat. Okay fine, I am fat. D:

To Pauline: Thank you for the compliment. It's tasty but it's hard because I put it in the oven for too long. So yeah, I will make it again till it's perfect! :)

M&M's cookies.

2009-06-19T19:32:00.008+12:00

Home^JV Mall(ASB)^Bi's house^JV Mall(Countdown)^Home(I baked M&M's cookies with my younger host sister name Ashvini.).

There is no school today. I don't know why too. But I just know that there is no school on 19 June 2009 and that's all. So YAY! :D

2ND YEAR! :D

2009-06-18T23:59:00.002+12:00

♥18 JUNE 2009♥
今そして永久に愛しなさい
Home^Onslow College^Bi's house^Town(Midland Sushi^Jay Jays. I bought a vest$10, top$10 and jacket$29. Good deal!^Readings^?? Japanese Restaurant. I felt so cheated.^Seoul House^Bus stop)^Home.

I made a bento for Bi, and it didn't turn out very well. :( He like it. :D I didn't take any pictures of it 'cause I was too excited and forgotten. But I took a picture of us! :D:D:D

Rice pot.

2009-06-17T22:20:00.003+12:00

Home^JV Mall(Countdown^Umi Sushi^Countdown^Post office^Woolworths)^Chinese Takeaway^Bi's house^JV Mall(Just Jeans)^Home.

I couldn't get any avocado when I need them so badly. Normally, they have heaps when I don't want them. But when I need them for something, they just go missing. I checked everywhere in Johnsonville but I still can't get any. Damn.

TOMORROW IS MY SECOND YEAR ANNIVERSARY WITH BIBI! ^^

Control.

2009-06-16T18:17:00.000+12:00

Home^Onslow College^Bi's house^Town(Chinese shop^Readings^Bus stop)^Home.

I am in a bad mood. I am very irritated, sad and tired. I will not tell anyone why, not even my mummy. And so, do not ask me why why why. I will most probably squash you into a pancake shape. :)

TO DO LIST:
- Tourism work
- Speech
- Essay
- Math (Trigonometry and Differentiation)
- Pack my room

I want to go back to Singapore too. I miss mummy and family and friends too. I should stop thinking about this.

I am feeling the pain. It's tearing me apart. I'm breaking down.

Take me away. Take me to a place just me and you. We will stay there and have fun.

But I know this will never happen.

I am losing it.

MONDAY, JUNE15, 2009
Home^Onslow College^JV Mall(Countdown^Food court^Basketball court^Bus stop)^Home.

SUNDAY, JUNE14, 2009
Home^Bi's house^Home.

SATURDAY, JUNE13, 2009
Home^Bi's house(I ate chicken rice. Na-ni-na-ni-po-po! :P)^Home.

Do it yourself!

FRIDAY, JUNE12, 2009
Home^Onslow College^Bi's house(Sesame+Cashew nuts+Mushroom.)^Home.

The bus didn't stop for me even though I waved like mad for it. Then I ran to the next bus stop and I was like 20 steps or less away from the bus stop. The bus drove off... In the end, I walked home. The walk was about an hour. The sky felt like tearing so I was caught in the rain. How awesome can this get?

Red or stripes?

2009-06-11T21:10:00.002+12:00

I bought a tote from Country Road. I bought it because I really need a bigger bag. I bring a lot of things to school. For examples, my breakfast/break/lunch, water bottle, books, pencil case, iPod, camera, wallet, handphone, lollies, tissue... All my other bags are not big enough. :( I had to spend money. :(

Home^Onslow College^Bi's house(His mum bought donut for me. ^^ Fyi, a sugar donut cost NZ$2.20.)^Town(Country Road^Nike^Readings^(?)^Readings)^Home.

Anyway, I am going to do my work after blogging. It is due tomorrow! I do not want the teacher to ring my mummy, so I am going to do it like right now! READY, GET SET, GO!!!

PJ is me.

2009-06-10T22:32:00.005+12:00

I am not in the mood to blog. I am totally worn out. I am starting to feel the work that is piling on top of me. I can hardly breathe. Oh my~

Home^Onslow College^Bi's house^Home.

I got the things mummy passed to my host. She packed it in a transparent bag so well. When I received it, I could see everything clearly. Awesome packing mummy. Thank you very much! :) My mummy went all the way to get my hp fixed for me. And dig among the pile of clothes I have to get the top I want. Also dig through the winter things to get my scarf. Deng, found a pair of socks that will keep my feet warm. Plus the medicine she packed for me 'cause I fall sick so often and I can't be bothered to make a appointment to see the doctor. She got face mask for me too, just in case I need it. Oh oh, my Chanel mascara too. I love you mummy! ♥

To fran: Hahahaha! I wore it after school. Did you see? Anyway, you will get to see me in it anytime this week 'cause it will be raining till this Sunday.

To Anonymous: Is there anything wrong? Fran says my raincoat is sexy, not me. Btw, I can read in between the lines quite well.

Flu+Cough.

2009-06-09T20:47:00.006+12:00

I am very lazy to blog the past fews day because I was sick and so can't really be bothered to update since no one reads my blog other than my very loyal reader called Miss Goh. I am all good now, but still having some cough going on. :( The bus came late and quite a few people had problems with the driver. I was like damn it, quick get up the bus and moveee. I am so going to be late for school!. :@ When I alighted from the bus, I walked so fast to school. It was boring in class without Miss Goh during Economics. I was doing my work all the time. I had last spell off! :P After fourth spell, Bi and I walked to his place in the rain. As the rain was getting heavier, I decided to take my raincoat out. It was so useful. We had our last two packets of curry maggie mee. I want more of the curry maggie mee, I love it so much! :D Bi went for his training and I went home. I used my raincoat again!!! It keeps me warm and dry. It's so good. :) For dinner, I had chicken pasta with cheese on top of it and salad, and apple (?) for dessert. It's so yummy!!! ^^ I will post a picture of my dinner but not the dessert because I've forgotten to take a picture of it. Aww... I will go back to do my homework now because I am suppose to be doing my work. I came to blog because Miss Goh has been since yesterdayyy to read my blog. BACK TO SERIOUS BUTT-SI-NESS NOW!

P.S. I think I am growing fattttttt.

MONDAY, JUNE 8, 2009
Home^Onslow College^JV Mall(Countdown^Food court^Office)

I found my camera!!! :D The cleaner says that the guy working in Countdown from the fish area found it. Omgxzxzxz. I'm so thankful to that guy. He found and actually gave it to the lost&found. He is a very kind guy.

SUNDAY, JUNE 7, 2009
Home^Bi's house^Home.

SATURDAY, JUNE 6, 2009
Home^Bi's house^JV Mall(Countdown and bought pick&mix.)^(?) Gym^Cab to JV^Burger King^Caught the last bus home.

FRIDAY, JUNE 5, 2009
Home^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV Mall^Bi's house^Bus stop^JV Mall^Bus Stop^Home.

THURSDAY, JUNE 4, 2009
Home^JV bus stop^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV bus stop^Home(Francesca came to my place).

WEDNESDAY, JUNE 3, 2009
Home^Onslow College^JV Mall^JV train station^Jack's house(Bi got a haircut.)^Bus stop^Home.

TUESDAY, JUNE 2, 2009
Home^Onslow College^Bi's house^Home.

Queen's Birthday.

2009-06-01T20:15:00.006+12:00

Home^Bi's house^Gym^Woolworths^Bi's house^Bused home(I alighted three bus stops earlier!)

I lost my camera!!! :"( I hope some kind soul will return my camera to me if they have taken it. I really love it a lot. It is something very special to me. I shared cost with my boyfriend and my mummy also contributed in it. It also contains all my memories with my family, boyfriend and friends in it. So please please please return it to me if you have it. I will appreciate you a lot. I pray that it will be back by my side soon. Dear god, please help me.

Sunday, May 31, 2009
Bathgate St home(BYEEEEEEEEE)^Churton Park home^JV Mall^Home all day...

Did I say I saw snow? Omgggg!!! It was snowing when I was loading my things to the car. Teehee.

Saturday, May 30, 2009
Francesca's place^Train station(Had train replacement. Lucky I saw the sign or I would be sitting at the station the whole morning)^Bi's house^JV Mall^JV swimming pool^Nando's^Woolworths^Home.

Friday, May 29, 2009
Home^Onslow College^Onslow Medical Center^Onslow College^JV Mall^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV Bus stop^Town(Pizza King^(?) Restaurant^Vitamin Drink Booth(To get free drinks. Teehee.)^Time Zone^Internet Cafe^Time Zone^Bus stop)^Francesca's place.

28th May 2009

2009-05-28T22:18:00.005+12:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAI GONG! :D
Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you-u-u, happy birthday to youuu! WOOOOOOOOO~ *clap clap clap*

Today is also dumpling day. I don't get to eat any dumplings this year and next year because Wellington don't have. Or maybe, I can learn to make them myself! 'cause I really like to eat dumplings ah. Hehe. ^^

I am going to bed now or my mummy is going to smack my butt when she sees me.

I'll play with you.

2009-05-28T20:26:00.008+12:00

This post contains heaps of hatred and vulgarities, so skip it if you think it will turn you off.

I am in a f-ing bad mood right now. The school is really a pain in the ass. I explained for all my absences and late and all, yet they said that I did not. Wtf is this shit. My form teacher is really very good, thumbs up for him. My hosts are also very kind, thumbs up for them. I've had enough of all these absences nonsense. Why do I get so many late? And especially it is during first spell. Why do I feel sick so often? And do not go to class. It's all because of your lies. If you can't fulfil your promises or keep your words, then jolly well keep your mouth shut. Because of your lies and acts, I suffered so much. My sandwiches are very good example. I told you that I only eat honey baked ham, but what do you give me? And also, what happen to promising my mummy that you will send me to school on bad weather conditions? You hardly ever do that! I still have to be like so thick skin and ask you and all plus have to see your face and hear your damn chantings, then you will send me to school. For goodness sake, if you really think doing all these for me is very difficult then don't bother to give me any hopes. I do not make use of my parents' kindness like what you've just said. I felt rather insulted and I am going to tell the school about what you did. Damn right, I will do it this time round because I don't think you deserve my sympathy at all! I should have listened to my dad and told the school long ago instead of keeping quiet till now. You make the spoilt brat real angry now. This is all I can say to you. You're so dead. Good luck. :)

Awesome house^Onslow College^Bi's house^Onslow College^JV Mall^Town((?)^Readings^Bus stop)^This damn place.

& PLAYING IT REAL BIG THIS TIME!

Mad.

2009-05-27T18:36:00.007+12:00

I can't find my Chanel mascara in my house or anywhere! :[ I guess someone really love Chanel make up products just like me, and stole mine because he/she can't afford it! I hope the person's eyelashes all fall off! Arghhhhh... Anyway, I went to Francesca's place to stay yesterday. She cooked for me, ham omelette and french toast. In total, I indirectly ate four eggs. -.- She also made ham with mushroom and cheese toast bread. I like it, very yummy nehx. Francesca is a very good choice for girlfriend, make her yours now! Hehe. I am so tired of school. I will, I will, do my damn work from today onwards. I also cut my fringe, it looks so weird and I look ugly. F up. K bye la, I want to go do my yay work now.

Francesca's place^Onslow College^Bi's house^Bus stop^Where else.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Home^Onslow College^Bi's house^Town(Readings^Bus stop)^Francesca's place.

Add on at 19:52: I am a very angry monster right now. I did nothing wrong and kept getting insulted and scolding. Bitch, I tell you. I've had enough of your nonsense. Treat me better or you will get nothing other than bad remarks.

Bad weather, bad mood.

2009-05-25T19:31:00.003+12:00

I walked to school in the showers. I walked to the mall in the showers. I walked to Bi's house in the showers. I walked home in the showers. I can still hear it now. It hasn't stop showering for a moment. Therefore, I bought a raincoat. It doesn't look pretty or anything, in fact rather ugly, but it can keep me dry. :) I'm going to town with Francesca to study with her and maybe stay over at her house. I don't like this place that I am staying in. Things are getting out of hand and unreasonable. Watch your back yo.

Because I love you.

2009-05-24T02:41:00.004+12:00

How much do you know about me? A little, some, a lot, more than I expected or you know me better than I know myself.

Have you ever wondered why I love you despite the way you treat me?
Have you ever wondered why I flare at you at times?
Have you ever wondered why I don't talk at times?
Have you ever wondered why I hold on the phone and not talk?
Have you ever wondered why I don't want to go to school at times?
Have you ever wondered why I only want to be with you?
Have you ever wondered why I don't want to go to your place at times?
Have you ever wondered why I am acting like a kid/bitch at times?
Have you ever wondered why I don't mind letting you be the 'king'?
Have you ever wondered why you are the only one that can treat me this way?

Rainy days.

2009-05-23T22:10:00.011+12:00

Currently, I am suppose to be studying and doing my Economics work. I am going to post a very simple post and off I go to continue with my work. 'cause I have 86 pages of work, including notes, to be cleared by 25thMay'09.

Francesca's house^Ngaio train station^Johnsonville train station^Bi's house^JV Mall(Bank^$2 Shop^Countdown)^Bi's house^JV Mall^Bi's house^Woolworths^Here I am.

Friday, May 22, 2009
Home^School^Bi's hous^Town(Readings^(?)^(?)^(?)^Hannahs^Glassons^Seoul House^(?)^Bus stop)^Francesca's house.

I am very poor now. I feel so bad after shopping. Sighs. :( I think I should start to put some $ aside, just in case I need it for rainy days. What do you people think?

Fixed.

2009-05-21T22:35:00.007+12:00

La di dum dum di la dum di dum laaaa~ I am in a good mood 'cause all my computer problems are sloved. :) I am going to town to have korean food for dinner with Bibi. Teeheehee. I also set a budget for myself on spending $20 only for tomorrow. I hope I will not over budget again. Today is a neh-ni-neh-ni-poo-poo day. I'm going back to watch BOF. ^^

Picture taken on the 19thMay'09

To Anonymous: It's not surprising for an indian guy, like you, to watch these sort of drama. Anyway, I'm going to finish the show already. Erm, I don't know her real name. In fact, I don't know any of the actors or actresses real name. Haha. Enjoy the show. ;)